This world has no mercy
for the things it has broken. Like
that yearling with its two
front legs snapped, remember? How
she kept trying to raise herself
to her full height, her bullion fur,
its wisps of white, caked
in mud, each time she drove herself,
plunging back into the earth. And perhaps
I am right to gather the covers
tightly around myself, to polish my armor. Scour
and buff it into a golden
shine, so all you can see is your own reflection. We
are grateful to see ourselves,
reflected, the illusion we
are safe, but still
I remember that yearling, bleating
in the forest, the sound of it, I
lay my palm on her torso, her shallow breath
and tiny heartbeat, holding her
to this fragile earth. Eyelids falling
in one long out breath, she
craned up her neck, lifting her face
to the vast cathedral of the birch trees,
emerald leaves illuminated
by the sun, falling in the west.